to my brother from shawn ........

shawn is overseas and wont be home for a year and when i told him we were planning on spreading my brothers ashes this was his reply........

Tell Tim I said goodbye, I love him, and Ill see him soon............

wow i was really blown away my husband is not one to say i love u unless he really means it. i wish Tim knew how shawn felt about him, but i guess he does know. i guess the distortions in his mind and what he thot he did or how people felt about him and how he felt about himself he realizes now are not true. i hope he is happy now. i know he is since hes in heaven and now he even has babie to hang out with : ). he always wanted her to live iwth him : )

we decided to wait mom wants my husband there and were not ready yet