I always think the same thing's as well Sheila, what was going through Tim's mind? Was he suffering for very long, God I hope not! Did he wish he wouldn't of done it? What were his last words? Did he know how much I loved him? Does he know our whole family would have been there for him to help him get better? Loved ones judged, I am as guilty as the rest of the family and friends, God & Tim please forgive me! I had NO IDEA the PAIN you went through for many many years. Tim you are greatly missed, but I know your where you want to be. No more pain, no more suffering, no more shame, no more loneliness, no more demons that were haunting you... I love you so much Tim, your always in my thoughts, what I would give to hear your loving voice hearing you saying B e t h a n i whenever we would talk on the phone, wished I would have recorded it. I am sorry we all failed you Tim. You were an amazing son, brother, grandson, father, cousin, and nephew! Always and forever, Bethani
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I always think the same thing's as well Sheila, what was going through Tim's mind? Was he suffering for very long, God I hope not! Did he wish he wouldn't of done it? What were his last words? Did he know how much I loved him? Does he know our whole family would have been there for him to help him get better? Loved ones judged, I am as guilty as the rest of the family and friends, God & Tim please forgive me! I had NO IDEA the PAIN you went through for many many years. Tim you are greatly missed, but I know your where you want to be. No more pain, no more suffering, no more shame, no more loneliness, no more demons that were haunting you... I love you so much Tim, your always in my thoughts, what I would give to hear your loving voice hearing you saying B e t h a n i whenever we would talk on the phone, wished I would have recorded it. I am sorry we all failed you Tim. You were an amazing son, brother, grandson, father, cousin, and nephew! Always and forever, Bethani
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